DIET. SERIOUSLY??

I am on diet.

No rice diet.

I told about it to some of my friends.
Not everyone.

Let it stay secret.

I wanna change.

I wanna stay healthy.

I wanna be slim.

Like all my friends.

I think I am the fattest among them all.

It is embarassing.

I wanna wear what other girls are wearing.

I wanna wear skinny jeans.

I wanna wear beautiful dresses.

I wanna wear modern kurung.

Wishing for changes.

Hopefully my hardworks got paid.

Hopefully I get rewarded.



FAIRNESS

I am not beautiful.

So YOU put all beauty person around me.

To be friend with me.

To make me feel better.

Then guys come.

They chose them instead of me.

Do YOU know how hurt it is?

How jealous I am?

YOU do know.

I love this one guy.

YOU turn him away from me.

YOU distanced us apart.

YOU don't even give him the feelings YOU gave me.

YOU know what I feel?

How painful it is to me?

Yes, YOU know.

Sometimes I think YOU are so unfair.

Why can't I have something all my friend had?

I'm sorry I doubted YOU.

I am just a human.

I want to be loved.

I want some attentions.

And I also need answers for my questions.

I am truly sorry.

I love YOU.